SAMANTHA; ♥

2009-11-16T02:06:00.001+08:00

Oh, it's out!!!!! &I actually already have RealPlayer, oops!

TTFN!

2009-11-16T01:40:00.002+08:00

I'm utterly bored right now. I'm waiting for Momo Love episode 5 now. It's due to be out in another hour. Have to charge my laptop though. I initially wanted to go watch it somewhere with Taylor, but the thought of bringing Taylor out scares me. Carried Taylor for almost 5hours straight without sitting much. Not that I'm complaining, but I used a handbag which resulted in a short shoulder pain.

TAYLOR IS MY LAPTOP, REMEMBER? :D

Okay, anyway, today's jobhunt was semi-successful. Not recruited yet, but applied at quite a few places, maybe >3 and got a few numbers to call up. I like ALDO and Muji best, I wonder...............

Too bad Topshop &F21 was 17 and 18 respectively(I think), otherwise! HEHEHEHE.

Haven't decided on what poly courses I want to take. Went to look at NAFA and Laselle after talking to Daphnne. I've no portfolio and I doubt my commitment. Sucks right): After Os but don't know where to go next. A year off sounds good, but would probably be a huge waste of time.

I met Lulu today. He's a musician. Cool right!

Feeling cold right now, in a nice comfy sort of way. The aircon is blowing and my ands are freezing. My toes are cold and my hair is probably very dry(oh, it isn't!). I'm very tired, but not sleepy.

Sometimes I wonder, how the hell did I buy so many things, when I have no money. Then I realised. I've been delusional all the time. Because the money came from * and I haven't put it back after almost a year! The amount keeps snowballing, never decreasing. Okay, that did me no justice. The amount decreased, fairly little each time, ranging from a few cents to a few dollars. Urgh. Can't stand my spending habits!!

Should just settle with whatever job I can get right. BUT I AM FUSSY.

Tomorrow, I will complete a blogskin nice nice, by hook or by crook. Now, I'm going to continue waiting for Momo Love, and download RealPlayer ^^.

2009-11-15T11:12:00.000+08:00

Must find another blogskin to do S:

2009-11-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to be meeting Lulu and Kimkim to jobhunt today. BUT, I think they still sleeping lor. So I shall go harvest my crops and feed my foreign labourers. Blogskin so screwed S:

2009-11-13T14:01:00.002+08:00

Okay, I can't be bothered to edit for better image quality and my hand was shaking the whole time I tried to take that picture, but still ^^. Meet my virgin pair of ankle boots! It's almost a year old but I wore it out for barely 10 minutes only):. It has a 0.5" platform and a nice 4" heel, cool or not! It's also sized UK7 but a little tight yet it's the largest size available. But wearing it gives me a height of 179cm, and I'll be towering over most of the people then.

I badly need that adrenaline rush to complete my blog post. Have a feeling that I'm falling sick. Yay, right after Os end, ha-ha-ha -.-. Throat hurts. It's better now actually, totally unbearable in the morning ):

I'm SO SORRY to two people.
First, XinJie, for canceling on you at the very last minute all the time ):
Second, Valerie, for oversleeping by so many hours! X:
Forgive me okay? I'm very lovable one!

So hungry now. I woke up at 8am to have KFC breakfast with Mummy and Fatchy ley! Jurong tomorrow for yummy pizza, and I can't wait for Wednesday! Hehe. Nah, it's not prom. I'm not going! Don't ask me why, though, you should be able to guess? It's Tangie's ROM at Sentosa Cove! Heard it's a real pretty place :B

Okay I'm hungry. Shall go boil water and fill myself with water then run to pee in 2 hours. Bye.

2009-11-12T00:35:00.001+08:00

I suddenly feel so busy! But in fact, I'm not):

Looking at plaid shirts now. Also blazers!

Realised I need to have an adrenakine rush to do things. Otherwise, it'll never be completed. That explains why I always 半途而废. Heh.

Thank Mummy for this laptop. Otherwise being online this late will only result in more physical fights. Oh you don't know? You won't! Unless I tell you. Never hang your dirty laundry in public :P

Okay, my shopping. Now, before adrenaline rush gone. Bye.

2009-11-11T18:34:00.002+08:00

I just remembered. Year 2006, on my birthday, two VERY unexpected people came over to wish me a Happy Birthday. Raymond and Lee Chye. Okay I cheated, I was reading my history. But til now I still wonder why they did.

This is my email signature:

Cool right!

Aiya, blogger cannot shift posts. I want to put some posts in a newer blog. Ohwell. Shall wait til they have such a function then I do it.

I'm in the midst of one of my best ever blog posts! Wait for it :D

2009-11-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

You know Christmas is coming when:

1. Orchard lights up! It's been like this(the light up) since as long as I remember! Don't you? It's like a must-have Christmas thing. No?

Saturday, we(Mum, sister and I) went to Orchard! For a little shopping and for the cheese spongecakes :P. So happens that Orchard was going to be lit up then and there! Saw the posh car coming but lights weren't turned on so we actually went to FEP for wanton mee and shopping before coming out to see the lights. It was, usual, once again, it failed me. As a kid, I found these lights to be mesmerising, very pretty, I would even have the thought of plucking the lights down to bring home. I don't get that kind of feeling about the light up anymore):. Maybe I've grown up.

2. Takashimaya has the Christmas sale at the square(B2)!

I just checked. It will start on Thursday, 12 November! Are you excited or not! I know I am. I'm very looking forward to the huge stuffed toys at $29.90 like my Eeyore, though I don't really know which character to expect. Hope it'll be cute anyway:)

3. Stores start to play Christmas songs!

Well, my favourite are Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer, something about white Christmas, and Santa Claus is Coming to Town! Oh, the classics! I'm getting more and more excited by the second now. Ever get that urge to sing along to those Christmas songs? I DO! But, I've learnt to shut my mouth over the years. Hahaha!

4. You just know.

The weather gets cooler, it starts raining more, and you feel all generous. Afterall, it's the joy of giving!

Point is, Christmas is coming! Yah lah, over a month later, but time will fly pass quickly and before you know it, it'll be here! Just agree, you know I'm right. This year, my pocket is going to be burned deep deep deep. In fact, I've already started on presents! Am I kiasu or what! :B

Nah, actually, I'm just very excited. It's a once in a lifetime event afterall! Already ordered - sorry, I'm an online shopping lover, can't resist the temptation, plus it's SO cute!, Andy's present. Thinking of the others. Thought of what to get for Mummy, maybe subconsciously also thought of what to get Fatchy.

Cannot go on saying, otherwise I might just spoil my own plans! Got a few drafts in mind, got a few things to blog about! I realised how having drafted blog posts is good for me! Gives me time to think everything properly and post in great detail. That is, my hypothesis.

I'm so hyped up!

I also have to sleep soon. Got a paper at 2 in the afternoon tomorrow. Right now, I got to confirm breakfast with Andy, maybe shall meet XinJie after that..... I feel like going swimming! Okay, that's way random.

Anyway, the previous post was regarding a guy, who tried to make me his `gan dear dear`, which sent shivers down my spine. Grow up please! `Gan dear dear`, you think what, China woman?! What's worse was hhe triied tuhh d0 iit lyk dhiis! Imagine you boyfriend proposes to you through a text message typing like that. Or he randomly asks you to marry him in bad English - not that my English is good but you get the gist of it. Complete turn off!

Watching Gossip Girl now. Watched 80% of Episode 9 earlier on but the rest was blocked, so here I am, watching it again. It came out late this week):

Went to Tampines Mall last night for a little shopping, and xiaolongbaos + dinner at Din Tai Fung, to celebrate Toppo's birthday! Er, Toppo is my sister is Pearlyn is Lyn is Paulina Tang and also Fatchy...the list goes on. Ate many xlbs but still, not full. And a bowl of noodles with pork chop also ok! No wonder I'm becoming fat.

But it's all in the mind:P

I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS :P

2009-11-09T01:51:00.003+08:00

Laptop battery is running all-time low. Got to shut it down in about 5 minutes, I estimate.

Will blog better tomorrow!

Here to blog a short thing, that just happened.
insert content here

Yeah I edited it short. And removed the twitting. Keeps happening recently! You should see all the funny names I give them.

Shit. I got distracted and went to do something else. Shall post this up first and continue tomorrow. Goodnight!

2009-11-07T16:21:00.002+08:00

I should try and stop being so paranoid cause it will not help at all! The best is to shut up and not do anything, close BOTH eyes!

Today's the last episode of the show, that war one, yah. In fdact, it's like the final 5 minutes now. I'm going out after this yay :D

I've been pretty boring right. Nothing to blog about ley. Or rather, I got no time!!! Sometimes I complain that I got too much time, sometimes I feel that I don't have enough time. Urg.

Okay byebye.

2009-11-05T13:56:00.001+08:00

I just did something utterly lame.

2009-11-03T17:46:00.002+08:00

Decided not to get anything from FF.com afterall. Darn that sale.

I'm gonna start Christmas shopping soon ^^. Have to look for a job. &well, I don't know.

2009-11-03T14:51:00.002+08:00

Still so angry about my SGD$13 lor. But what can I do. Zz.

I'm on FF's website now, very determined to get something, with 30% off. Very indignant now!!!

So hungry. Shall cook something later on. I just woke up at 2pm earlier on..

2009-11-03T01:39:00.002+08:00

Fucking pissed now.

Ordered the camera although the 20% code expired thanks to the inefficiency of the SO and I just received an email from FF telling me about their 30% storewide. Fucking wasted 9USD which is 13 fucking SGD lah! Damnit. I put the blame on the SO. If ordered with the 20% I still won't feel so fucked up lor.

Shall buy more FF things tomorrow.
Leave a -ve fb for SO, fucking pissed.

nightx

2009-11-03T01:20:00.001+08:00

Songs updated, Country Story done, shall wait for awhile to feed my labour in Restaurant City, and then go to sleep!

2009-11-02T22:44:00.005+08:00

Another weekend gone! &more than half of the exam days gone too!

I'm so glad glad glad. Last minute revision paid off after all ^^. As you can see, my uniform is hanging there. It's like one of the first few times I rewear my uniform! Normally, it will be washed everyday lor..

Anyway! I'm here to gloat about the Social Studies paper. Hehehe. No, not really. I don't have much to say. Just have to thank bitch for his notes on globalisation cause it was the only topic I studied other than governance which I only glanced through. Therefore, I was laughing whilst writing the SEQ today! Hahahhahaha.

But, I don't know ley! I got quite a lot of time. My essay answers are not 3 pages long, my SBQ answers are barely even half a page for each part of the question lor. The start of the exam I wasn't even thinking about the SBQ questions, but instead, I was focusing on telling myself not to fall asleep -.-

I finished my paper lah :B, with a few minutes to spare at the start and end of doing it. Hohoho. Studied Organic Chemistry, something totally new to me, during the 4 hour interval. Wasn't very productive, but it was at least better than nothing. Can memorise basic stuff and could do the paper, that's what counts, right? S:

I may not get full marks or A1 or what, but confirm can pass, thus making it the first time I pass chemistry since Sec3 ley! Okay, 加油 for Physics and not screw up the MCQ! Shall start doing MCQ questions. Must aim full marks, especially for the Physics section.

3 more days of papers! Don't you like the sound of that? Yah, it's not consecutive, BUT WHO CARES ^^.

O levels aside, I need to get a life. Currently saving up for a laptop case.

12-pointer seems impossible now. Because of my AMaths and I don't know how I'm going to screw my Geography paper. We'll see how it goes. Haven't really looked at what courses I'm interested yet though..

Is it `Toys aRe Us` or `Toys aRound Us`?

Tomorrow must study Geography, and Physics. I'm motivated, sort of.

These few days have been VERY tiring. Yah lah, I complain about it everytime, but I really am tired lor! Almost 3am every night and before 9 in the morning. The hours are enough, but it's not satisfying.

Will harvest my crops in Country Story, change the songs on my playlist, see what else I can do besides studying, and go to sleep.

Not bad right! :B.

But Kim Hyun Joong better. Though some angles 丁春诚 handsomer.

However, Taylor Lautner is even better!

No I'm not drooling, Xin Jie thinks too much.

Ok bye.

2009-10-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

A few minutes ago..

Shinsuke says:
zomg
im seriously doubting ur gender
where got girl so... -.-

I'm so tired. I'm really SO tired. Feels like I can just lie on my bed and immediately fall asleep, but I can't! This whole week was filled with short nights. I get quite nervous that I can't sleep -.-

But it's getting better. O Level Papers are like normal exams to me now. Got used to it already I guess..

Have been meeting Andy for the week, and tomorrow too. He's like my life-saviour! Okay, that's too exaggerated. Without his help, and of course, Sam & Mindy's, I don't think I will do well at all lor! Now I got a glimmer of hope ley :B. EMaths would have been like how I did my AMaths and AMaths would probably be blank throughout.

Humanities and Sciences next week. I'm gonna do it!

Went to Bugis today. Had dinner at HipDiner but ate fairly little cause my stomach wasn't well): Then walked around Bugis; Topshop and Dorothy Perkins. Topshop didn't have the dress, and the shirt from Dorothy Perkins in the colour I want was left with UK20. Before my exam today also went to Tampines One to look for the shirt, but they didn't even have that range lor! ):

Didn't go to Topshop at Tampines. Maybe on Monday, in between the papers I will :D.

Walked to Haji Lane to theblogshop after that. I thought at 8pm+ it would be fairly empty, but it was quite crowded lor. Mood totally ruined cause I don't like crowded shops:\. But it's okay. Can tell most of the clothes probably won't fit me. Shoes will definitely not fit me either.

Shoes! Topshop. The beige ones! $39 that one. Super comfortable, and I can wear the Large size for those^^! But seems impractical. Still don't know if they're for outdoor or indoor wear >.>. To me it's outdoors lor. Okay whatever. Must get them if they ever go on sale. &I saw another pair today. Flat ankle boots. Also VERY comfortable. And it's sized UK8, my shoe size ley :B

Ah shut up. Forget it. Shall not talk about it cause I'm very tempted to buy.

Airport tomorrow afternoon.

2009-10-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

Reality is sinking in. I may fail the AMaths paper altogether. Hope lies in tomorrow's Paper 2. I'm going to cram everything else into my head tomorrow morning. On the brighter side, I actually did more than half of the paper! Normally I can only manage at most 2 questions?! There's an improvement!

Went to Suntec to meet Mummy after my paper today. Spent about $6 on trains and buses in the past three days! Intended to get the Topshop's one off dress. Tried one at TampinesOne on Wednesday but it was too big. Plus it's a sale-sale item! They can't check stocks for that, and I'm a little discouraged ): cause both Suntec and Marina's outlets don't have it!!

Bugis, Haji Lane, and maybe Bugis Street tomorrow, depending on how much time I would have. Paper ends at 5pm tomorrow. I'm so tired now. This whole week was filled with late nights and early mornings. Gonna watch ANTM at 11 and go sleep after that.

To get:

Dress from Topshop
Shirt from Dorothy Perkins
Bag from F.E.P at a much cheaper price
Pens from Muji

That should be all.

Urgh, okay shut up. I just want to shop.

2009-10-28T19:00:00.003+08:00

The first 3 days of papers were encouraging ^^.

I was happily being happy about it when when you simply had to spoil my mood. Thanks man. Zz. Have you ever thought that you only know how to say I buy things and waste money, and not say Pearlyn? SHE NEVER SPEND MONEY MEH? SHE NEVER BUY THINGS MEH? Huh, you tell me.

My patience also got limit one okay. I spend, but I don't ask for extra money. I buy, but I save to buy.

Whole day only know how to say about me. ^$*@^$*@^$*@^$*@^$*@^$*@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2009-10-27T01:58:00.002+08:00

Today's English went pretty well, I guess. Was quite hyped up about it. Also VERY nervous. Seriously. English may be my forte, but I can't help but worry. What if I lost my touch and make stupid error like these? Or worse, speel simple words rongly? In the end, I don't think I made those kinds of mistakes.

Went out with Adloy &Kiko on Saturday. As usual, we were late. Not much of Samantha-late this time though.. Basically, we just went around looking at things. The boots and Topshop are one of the most comfortable ones around! Don't know if it's suitable to wear in the streets of Singapore though. As in, whether it would be warm and if people would laugh. People would! You don't know how narrow-minded some people are.

Then, we went to Far East Plaza! I FELL IN LOVE WITH A BAG. It's very overpriced, at $69.90. But I love it a lot): Kiko's hunting for a cheaper alternative for me now. It's like omfg nice. But seriously, it's very overpriced lor!!

Shortly after, Adloy decided to pangseh us so Kiko &I went to Tampines to walk around instead. Bought a super adorable 2010 planner and a Pikachu Christmas card :D

Last Thursday was sucky. Thanks to the `quarantine` and the silly quiz which the teacher forced upon me. I mean, what the fuck please. The computer in the school library didn't want to open the disc. Don't expect me to try all 8 computers there! Crazy fruit. Each computer takes like 5minutes to start up lor. In the end, used the TA's computer in Lab 5, where there was a problem too. In the end, the TA solved it, SO IS NOT I DON'T WANT TO/NEVER TRY LOR. My computer literacy is not that good.

But whatever.

Rushed to meet Bitch at Tampines after that, a whole 2hours late. Went to Bugis Street with $2 in my possession. Felt so weird. Bet I was the only O level student who went straight after exam there. But got quite a few things nice ley! Also saw Peggy's shop. Saw quite a few items I was interested in from outside, but was promptly dragged away by the bitch >.>

Bought his vest after about 2hours, at 10% off.

Went home, and went for yogaaaaaaaaaaa.

My Sundays will start very early from now on. Amanda and Pearlyn's tuition now starts at 9.15 so we have to leave the house by 8.30 and I have to wake up at like what 7.30! Cause I have to bathe before I go out. Never had that habit, until I was influenced by X.

Earlier today, in the evening, til about 11pm. I was fervently doing a Math's paper ^^. It's 2.15 in the morning now. Got to be up at about 8 later. Don't know how to get to school. Hate taking the bus there cause it's so inconvenient. Don't want to cab there cause it will cost about $7. I'm on a mission to save money.

I want to go to Haji Lane. I want that bag from F.E.P. I want O levels to end soon.

Actually, O levels will end soon! For me, it's in another 15 days. A little more than 2 weeks. 加油:B

2009-10-21T01:03:00.001+08:00

Finished Gossip Girl, going to sleep now ^^. Two hours earlier. Hopefully, I sleep by midnight tomorrow night. Really need the sleep. Also looking forward to Thursday afternoon, cause it's day out with the bitch!

2009-10-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

Intended to study a little tonight. But ultimately decided against it because I wanted to watch Gossip Girl episode 6, and my constant trips to the toilet wouldn't make it very productive..

Today is probably the only time I'll remember getting food poisoning.. How can food do this to me):

2009-10-20T01:38:00.002+08:00

I need money.

You know what, I can't believe that O levels is SO near. In what, 2 days! I'm going to screw up the practical exam, that's for sure. It's no good to have such a mindset, but on that, I know myself only too well..

Instead of studying today, I actually went out with Kiko and then to meet Mummy and tuition at night. I don't think it's wrong - to not stay home and study my ass off - but I can't help feeling a little guilty. I don't know what I want. I still don't really have a goal yet. Don't know what course I want to take. Felt like retaking the O's again next year, but figured I should just get it done and over with this year.

I don't know? Maybe pre-exam jitters. I get nervous very easily. I hope my pen doesn't slip like in June's Chinese papers. &Yay me, I'm shopping now -.-

My mind is in a whirl. I cannot think properly when I'm nervous. When I get nervous, I forget everything! Ever get that feeling, where you know it, it's right at the tip of your tongue, you explained it over and over to yourself in your head, but the words don't come out as coherently as expected? That's it. It happens to me.

I guess all I have to do is stay calm, and everything I studied and went through will come back to me. Peace.

Feeling the stress now. Like 2 days before. I got to restudy my Humanities! Whatever the outcome though, I must thank the people who actually helped me through this year. Mummy, extended family, Hilary, Miss Nawal, P &VP... It may not be something huge but I'll remember every little thing, no matter how small it is. You don't know what it's been like for me this year. Spiraling down a bottomless well, only to pick myself up a month before the big E.

I'm different. I do things differently. I can't sit and study for 10 hours straight like you do. That 10 hours to me, would be better spent going shopping. I rather spend 3hours studying intensive and giving myself a break than to study for so long and maybe reap the same rewards. To me, time(in this case) is not quality, neither is it quantity.

I keep repeating the same things, but I'm VERY irritated at hypocritical people. Why can't you just come tell me straight?

Did you read my twitter about the incident at NTUC? I'm still a little bugged by that woman. I don't get why she must beg in NTUC, and cry and kneel and be all pitiful. I don't know why she says that she needs $5 for her mum to eat. I don't know, and I don't care. I just don't like it when people bug the ones I love, especially my Mother.

You should have been there. Imagine if you were my mum, and a middle-aged woman was begging and crying and kneeling in front of you-in public-, asking you for $5. You only make enough to make ends meet, although can sometimes afford something a little more.. Doesn't that sound like your typical average Singaporean? WILL YOU GIVE IT TO HER? With $5, I can have 3 meals. 3 meals, mind you. That's a little too much to be asking for, no?

NTUC is quite a funny place. I've seen a boy going around punching people. A kid boy, semi-playfully but it was hard, I can tell. If he hit my mum, I will kick him til the other end of the store, and his mother, WAS DOING NOTHING ABOUT IT.

Wouldn't you be pissed if you were hit?

Okay, enough of ugly things. I want to 培养感情 to sleep, so must not get pissed.

Er, goodnight ^^.

2009-10-18T02:09:00.003+08:00

Hate it when people rearrange my things. Even if it's just from one end of the table to the other and still within sight.

Hate it even more when PEARLYN TENG BORROW MY BOX OF MARKERS AND I TOLD HER TO PUT IT BACK WHERE SHE TOOK IT FROM AND SHE FUCKING LEAVES IT IN HER ROOM FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF SHE PUT EVERY SINGLE MARKER BACK. FUCK.

Blame it on the PMS. But not entirely, cause I fucking hate it when MY THINGS are not where I PUT IT.

2009-10-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

Lucky I'm a fast learner, or I'd be so dead.

2009-10-16T16:25:00.002+08:00

Hypocrite. Shut the fuck up cause I will prove you wrong.

I've nothing to blog about. I shall go study and prove them wrong. I don't believe in studying for 10hours straight daily for maximum results. I believe in trying my best, doing my best, and giving all I can. Although it's just a short 3 hours, it's better than nothing and definitely a great improvement from the previous me.

2009-10-16T11:05:00.001+08:00

My room needs to be cleared still. I haven't got around to doing Cleaning Part II.

I feel like going out, heh. But I have to study. It's Friday, in like what, 6days, I'm taking my Science Practical. I'm scared, but I suppress it.

2009-10-16T02:50:00.003+08:00

Pardon the stitches, they're 10 years old.

Sense of urgency.

I finally feel a tinge of it. Do you? I realised that it's already the 15th, and I still know nada about Science Practical. Not only that, I don't even know if I'm taking my Chinese Papers the second time round. If I am, I don't have the updated entry proof. I haven't made a simple phone call to ask about it, and I still refuse to budge my ass to school.

Trying, I am. You don't see it, thus you don't feel it. Sometimes, I doubt myself. Whether all I'm doing, is it enough? But I'm like that. I can't sit there and study study study. It's just not my thing, and will be a complete waste of time at the end of the day. I need a conducive time, which is between midnight and 3am. But tonight, I didn't study. That's two nights in a row! Zz.

Last night was due to movie, and tonight because I've cramps and don't feel like.

Starting tomorrow, I will study. I aim to finish all my papers and the Physics TYS before the exam starts. I have to. Otherwise, I don't know how badly I'll do. My goal, is to prove them all wrong. My brain needs to start working. Not me. Time to be disciplined and do my work. I'm going to write a thank you speech one day...

to call school &ask about my second try

2009-10-15T02:02:00.002+08:00

dotA is for mindless freaks who has nothing better to do. ^^

Right now, it's 0203h, 15 October 2009. In 7 days, I'm going to take my O level Science Practical. I was never good in science practical. Partly due to lack of attendance and because of my blatant disinterest in it. Therefore, I need a miracle.

In 11 days, I'm going to be taking my O level English Papers 1 and 2. Steady Bom Pi Pi. I'm going to own it, I hope. Have to read through some vocab words though, haven't written Paper 1 since months ago :\. After that, all the papers will just whoosh by, one by one.

But, I haven't revised any bit of my Geography and Social Studies! That's my main concern. I reimproved my EMaths, currently working on Physics and AMaths. I'm going to add Chemistry into my schedule by the end of this week. And when I'm pretty much familiar which all those, my heart goes to Humanities. Sucks, because it's both simple and tough at the same time.

I can memorise, in days. Slow, but I can do it. However, I can't write it essay-style!

I MUST CONTACT MRS FONG AND ASK ABOUT XXX AND 施老师 TO ASK ABOUT XXXXX!

Okay, jiayou. Am I the best O level student ever or what? I just went for a midnight movie when majority of the other students were mugging their asses off. Fortunately, I don't believe in burning the midnight oil. It's about the quality, not the quantity. Although I always study in the middle of the night....but that's different! Because that is my study time. I absorb and understand better before I sleep. And the dry topics will bore me to sleep. Also a cure for my insomnia ^^.

Just texted Kiko to ask her to sleep. Cause she is going to make me study my ass off tomorrow, by hook or by crook. Should text her again, with what I must complete.

Goodnight :D

2009-10-14T14:19:00.003+08:00

You know what?

I've been studying! Not intensive cause my brain is not an ultra-absorbent sponge, but enough for me to understand the concepts. I put in at least 3hours per night to study, which is considered an achievement for someone like me; who has hardly ever studied for 3minutes straight.

I have 2 weeks. I will try my best. I may not get straight As but L1R4 of 10 is my target, minimum of 12 is my camera score. I may not achieve it, but I'm very sure I'll do better than the L1R4 of 41 throughout this year.

So screw you all who look down on me, because the day I receive my results will be the day I prove you wrong.

Anyway, movie tonight ^^.

2009-10-13T18:28:00.002+08:00

AUNTIE EDNA JUST CALLED ME I LOST HER NUMBER AND ADDRESS YEARS AGO BUT SHE JUST CALLED ME AND SHE'S IN HONGKONG LEYYYYY NEXT TIME WHEN I GO TO HONGKONG I WIL FIND HER!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

I was packing my things just now. I found my stack of 稿纸. The front was decorated with pictures and words. Which depicted that I liked 奶油. Coming to think of it, I might have, but I was unaware of it at that time.

How time flies.

2009-10-12T16:41:00.003+08:00

I want to blog about something, but there's nothing for me to blog about cause my life is uninterestingly boring.

Had wanted to do some watercolor painting earlier on, but my set of paints is not watercolor paints! It's poster color): However, will try, some other day.

2009-10-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

Teng Soon Quee,

I will hate you for the rest of your life. No matter what happens. You will still suck, to the core. For the past few years, I've treated myself as a single-parent child. No, I have no father. My family is complete without you, thank you very much.

Remember `YOU WILL BE TRANSPARENT TO ME`? I do. So please treat me like I'm transparent, like what I'm doing to you. Makes me a thousand times happier, honestly. Remember `YOU MOVE OUT OF MY HOUSE THIS INSTANT`? I remember that very clearly, but I will not move out. I don't see why I should. You should be the one doing so. Afterall, you don't need this shelter over your head, at all.

I remember, the times you hit me. And I called 999. However, I always lied. Lie about what was going on, whether I was hurt, whether I needed help. All because of Mummy. Without her around, you will not be so lucky. For I can be vile when I want to. And people like you don't deserve my forgiveness, not at all. I hate you so much, since then til now, I sometimes wish you would drop dead.

What have you done for me? Or rather, what have you done for this family? Tell me, 7 days in a week, how many days do you actually come home for dinner? How many days do you stay at home with us? Tell me, what have you done to deserve my respect? Whatever you once did, it was all erased this year, that night.

How many times have this happened so far? Yet, you do nothing to change. To avoid conflicts between us, I avoid you. But you still want to K-P-O kaypo into everything. Let me get this straight, I don't need you to care about me, not at all. I don't want you to care about me. I want you get the fuck out of my life.

`If I could, I'd take out every single cell in me that is linked to him, every single drop of blood, up to the very last drop.`
Well, I still want to.

Make a public apology, maybe I'd consider forgiving you.

Dont use `Your children will do the same to you next time` on me, because I'm not like you. I'm definitely not like you at all. For a start, I have a heart.

So (once again),
Screw you, Teng Soon Quee

我,没有爸爸.

2009-10-06T01:25:00.001+08:00

Have a plan in mind. Shall jot down the notes and do a little research. This may be my first step to money:)

2009-10-05T23:47:00.004+08:00

Hi, I'm back :D

Got to keep my blog interesting but it's a fairly difficult task for a boring person like me. However, I'm going to try my best!

Today, I went to study with Kiko, at ehub! It was fairly productive, fortunately. But I then realised that I must study alone, without the presence of food. Actually, I prefer to be with food. Motivates me. I love, Love, LOve, LOVe, LOVE, LOVEE, LOVEEE -okay you get the idea- 蚝煎 nowadays. So far, the best I had was the one at Changi Village, followed by the one at Tiong Bahru market, then to Blk 444's. Actually, I only had 蚝煎 from these 3 places la, &I ranked them that way. I've nothing to complain about the one from CV and Tiong Bahru, but Blk 444 one's the chili was lousy. It's supposed to be slightly watery. &The `han zi hoon` was much much more than the egg. No standard. But, edible. Cause I was super craving for it just now.

Why am I so no life-ish ):

Anyway, Sunday was EngKiat's birthday, where there was a buffet at Mount Faber SAFRA! The food was good. Not the best, but good. I liked the fish cause it's spicy :P. After that, we sneaked into 二姐's car to head to Vivo! The show we wanted to watch was left with lousy seats so we went shopping instead. Just walk around and buy snacks. Was fun, as compared to nuaing at AhMa house, &watching the adults play mahjong.

Gonna buy myself the camera when I saved up enough money :D. But hor, have to buy film &develop one ley. Cannot waste shots and must take skillful pictures! I also have to do `Tidy My Room Part II`. Have to wait til the feeling comes and do it all at one shot. I can feel the sense of satisfaction already :B

I always have inspiration to do things only at night ):

Also, I want to sell away my clothes! Got quite a lot that I don't wear anymore but I'm noob at fleas and have no inspiration to start a blogshop, although I very much want to. Have to start thinking of ways to earn money. Want to earn a lot of money! Why is money so important? :\

2009-10-03T12:02:00.000+08:00

REACHED THE LIMIT FOR THE THIRD TIME ZZ.

2009-10-03T05:18:00.001+08:00

I could post again for awhile, then I'm over the limit again! What is the limit?!

2009-10-03T03:23:00.000+08:00

I actually reached the status update limit on Twitter! How?! I want to continus tweeting $0 ley! Hope the remaining tens I sent via SMS will be posted later on, otherwise it'll be so wasted and I will go bang door.

2009-10-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

One turns super desperate, one moves one. I wonder why. It's like a split road, both going to opposite directions. I can't say parallel cause we're not aiming at the same thing. In fact, we're aiming at two totally different things. They say `opposites attract`, but we repel.

Anyway, that's over and that's that.

Going to Bugis tomorrow, for their tuition, and my LJS lunch. &I'm still quite semi-actively tweeting $0 for the word challenge. I really want to win that money. It's not 10k, it's (total number of tweets x $0.01) + $0.01! That's a lot. Would be so discouraged if I don't get it x:

With that money, I'll be super encouraged to study for the coming-in-less-than-a-month O level exams! Then I can also go overseas :B. Of course, I win already won't go and announce to everyone lah! If you find that I suddenly become QUITE generous, I might have won! Or maybe I'm just in a super good mood.. Then I will keep my winnings a secret, unless you somehow find out. Also, I will leave at least 80% of it in the bank to collect interest.

My overseas trip ley? Use 20% of it and top up the rest somehow la! I need to get a job and be realistic, actually >.>

I'm actually dreaming about winning and what to do with the money already, hahaha!

Okay, back to thinking of coherent and non-gibberish tweets :D

Tsk, you can ignore my tweets now cause it'll be about the competition 95% of the time!

2009-09-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

Dion gave me this 3 years back.

2009-09-29T16:37:00.004+08:00

Spam you with my pictures.

Then meet my rabbit, that I sew myself!

Don't like Windows Vista ):, not used to it. But nevermind, will get used to it one!

Russell is so cute:D, reminds me of HuiMin!

2009-09-29T15:41:00.002+08:00

Pearlyn always spoils my mood lor. Intended to go study + lunch with her at Popeye's but waited for 2 fucking hours for her, at home. Don't understand why she always so slow. Super spoiled my mood luhsxzx zz. Now I'm starving and got nothing to eat. CAN YOU SENSE HOW BAD MY MOOD IS. CAN FUCKING SCREAM HER HEAD OFF NOW.

Could've done productive things today.

2009-09-29T13:03:00.003+08:00

I become so fat! Fat face fat tummy fat thighs..I quite like my calves, but fat arms fat feet. ): &I'm still not doing anything about it! Must diet.

Gossip Girl Season 3, episode 3, here I come! :D

2009-09-28T14:33:00.004+08:00

About time to start attending school. But I'm still not. Two weeks til study break, O Level English papers on 26 Oct. How, you tell me.

Initially, I thought I would go to the airport to self-study this morning, morning like 0800-0900 kind of morning. But I woke up at 1030 and stayed at home to wait for the postlady instead. I MUST STOP BUYING THINGS! But I can't. Don't know why. I need get a job right. But I'm too lazy to.

Amanda's not answering her phone. Can't be bothered to call Pearlyn, she never answers >.>. There goes my suddenly-thought-of study plan.

I'm recently quite obsessed with shoes and bags. Shoes, I can't buy because of my huge, broad feet which makes me want to try them on before purchasing. I got some kind of self-control there :). But bags, omfg. Actually, I'm not that bad la. I got a few ypes I want in mind and will only buy those. I liked OSF's envelope clutch/sling! But that time no money lor. Even missed the backorder, damn it.

I used to hate quilted bags, cause I felt that they were ahlian-ish. Cannot blame me ley! All the ahlians were carrying it and they were sold at the ahlian's favourite places.

But after seeing Chanel's 09/10 Pre Collection, I like it! Not that the designs I like are quilted, but I went to inspect the (see first picture) &I liked it afterall! Must buy authentic, say no to replicas!

Show you a few:

This, is the classic. I must own one by the time I reach 21!

&I love this colour!

The next 3 are from the 09/10 Pre Collection:

Not nice meah!

Super love the first one, and the fourth one. &the fifth one. Only like the colour of the second one. Like the third one too! If I were to buy it, I'd get the first, fourth, and fifth one! Okay, time to start saving. That's my aim!

I need another $20 to get the camera, then my 12-pointer L1R4 for my instant camera, and 2010 angbao money to the bag! Shall go count my money already, so excited!

2009-09-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

I thought I knew x, until I read x's blog. I thought x was so nice and everything, but after reading x's blog, I realised that x is like -.-. I wonder why I ever. But oh well, what's done cannot be undone, and it's better than then now!

I started twittering. Because of the 10k hunt. The after-hunt events require following them on twitter, so yah.

Okay bye.

2009-09-24T16:06:00.004+08:00

I've been thinking about getting a job, selling my things, and doing so many things for so long, but I never get my ass to doing it. Why am I like that ):

Also, I found out something today. People who come from the same factory behave the same. Maybe not, more of behave 90% the same. Unreasonable, not understanding, demanding, and useless. Correct me if I'm wrong. Yes I'm talking about the both of you, no, no not you, him, no, not her, him. Yup. COME AND SCOLD ME, I DARE YOU ^^ Oh wait, you can't, because I NAMED NO NAMES! :)

Have I ever posted about my birthday cake, for this year? I had two!

Happy Birthday,

Samantha!

Hehehe :B

Oh, Sunday was Regina's belated birthday mini celebration at AhMa's place. The ake was chocolate, the print tasted weird(still not sure if it was edible :\) but it was printed on a piece of white chocolate, which I promptly devoured :D. Before that, we met at Plaza Sing to have lunch at Pastamania, then to the arcade, WHERE WE(FIFTH UNCLE &I) ACTUALLY BEAT THE HIGH SCORE FOR THE BASKETBALL ONE! So cool, it was my first time doing that lor!

So fast, another week. According to my book, there's another 11 days of school, &I will go every Friday, simply because the timetable looks slack. Then it's study break. Come on, feel the pressure already! :\

I'm bored at home. Like super. Already nothing to buy online cause the season is changing, from Spring to Fall, &I think most of the clothes don't suit Singapore's weather? Yah. So sad ): &XinJie borrowed my address to send a registered article, and in it(according to her,) was a pair of boots! Didn't know she wears them. Can't wait for her to open it so I can see also. Heh.

Then hor, this morning I saw a spree for shoes, then I happily went to see, &saw the largest size was 255! Which is super rare to see, but I wear a 260 -.-

Neopets still suck, can't remember what birthdate I put. My super smart Gelert! ): But I actually still remember the password. Miss him so much ):

2009-09-23T17:24:00.004+08:00

Firstly, two unclear and silly pictures of me:D

&then, a picture of me, and my sister, which was taken by her, hence the blurriness. Noob :B

Next, this which I drew on Pearlyn's Samsung Jet.

&finally! The book I want:D, but you must translate into proper English with Post It notes for me first lah, heh! It's all in Japanese lor):

So sad. I logged into Neopets and happily started playing then I went to buy books and I remembered that my Gelert actually read thousands of books and was once on the list of top reader or something. Then I realised, wrong account -.- &I also forgot the birthdate of the account ): So sad, and wasted! So I now very pekchek and stopped playing already.

So bored):

Oh! Received email from Spree Organiser, must be items arrived. HEHEHE. Okay byebye.

--
Ah shit, no money to top up ~.~

2009-09-23T09:27:00.003+08:00

I'm home alone and bored to tears O:

Here's a chochi-faced chocolate panda biscuit, which is super yummy but don't know why I buy one all are melted as in, melted in the box then they sell to me): But it's very yummy lah, and freaking expensive at about $2 per box with 9 pandas giving 9 different expressions. Yah.

&this is the Pikachu I bought quite long ago, at ToysRUs. Not cheap okay. It's $24.95 for it and it's not big lor. But whatever, it's a Pikachu ^^

AND THIS IS THE SO CHIO MARB JACOB SHOES WHICH IS SO COOL! I LOOOOOVE THE HEEL. See label for price):

2009-09-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

Urg. Still can't overcome myself. I went for one day, Wednesday last week. Don't know if I can make myself go tomorrow. The lessons were fairly boring and I can't make myself do work. Maybe I need some sort of one-to-one supervision.

Much as I try, it doesn't seem possible(for me to go to school everyday). I've asked myself, &it isn't a phobia of schools. It's just so wrong for me to go? I don't like it either. Early in the morning O: But then again, I don't have trouble waking up in the morning. But I can't wake up `for school`. No, I can't psycho myself into thinking that school is sosmething fun and exciting ~.~

加油?

2009-09-20T00:01:00.004+08:00

This, is so cute!

Of course it is! At about 265SGD, it should be!

I'm so no life. I've done everything I wanted to do online until there's nothing left to do. Got to go out and have some fun, but my lazy ass refuses to. I know I'm antisocial, but I did try to make an effort okay!

Maybe movie tomorrow night with Kiko, midnight! Haven't done that in awhile. Got to go swimming with her someday too.

Ok goodnight.

2009-09-18T18:44:00.005+08:00

I hope their marriage won't work. I hope they end up in a divorce. Since I grew up in a(n almost) single-parent family, it wouldn't make any difference to me. If there would be a difference, it's that I'm happier and healthier. With all the fucking attitude and secondhand smoke gone, I don't see why not.

Last night, volcanoes erupted. Pretty dramatic, I would say. I cried like crazy, finally fell asleep at near 4? I give up on him. I'm not going to try and make peace, never again. I rather be left homeless on the streets and be raped by countless foreign workers than tell people he's my father. It's embarrassing and humilating to have such a father, or rather, to be related by blood to such a man. They both come from the same factory. I always thought mine was better. Aparently, mine isn't.

In fact, mine's the worst, worstest out of the worst. I don't know how I ever survived, but I'm glad I did. If you're going to tell me this is another little quarrel and it will be okay again, it isn't. I swear by my life it isn't. Things will never be okay. I will never acknowledge him as my father ever again, and I don't want to have anything to do with him. If I could, I'd take out every single cell in me that is linked to him, every single drop of blood, up to the very last drop. He will be transparent in my eyes, mute to my ears, and totally non-existent in my life.

I'm not ungrateful. I'm just fed up with living with such a fucking asshole, I've reached my limit. Actually, I reached it, long ago. But he just had to keep pushing it, didn't he? No more CNY, birthdays, Christmas, or any other occasion with him, because I will severe all ties with him. Don't say I'm harsh. If you know my story, you wouldn't say so. Don't tell me I'll regret, because I won't. Even if he drops dead this very second, I won't care. I don't give a damn about him living or dead. I'd rather he die, but I won't curse.

Don't tell me anything, because I won't hear it. I will not, never, ever forgive him. Because right now, I fucking hate, detest, abhor him so much. I hate that his blood is running in me, I hate that I may have some of his features, I hate that I'm here because of him.

It's not the same as any other. If it was, I wouldn't be still mad now, 18hours later. If it was, I wouldn't curse him and want to severe all ties. If it was, I wouldn't hope my parents divorce. I don't know how people live with that man. He is the ultimate loser of all kinds.

Not family. No family of mine. Tell me:
Does your father go to Geylang and play mahjong almost everyday?
Does he bet on soccer matches like he prints money?
Does he resort to violence when things don't go his way?
Does he stay out til God knows what time?
Does he never spend time with his family at all?
Does he scream at you to reason things out?
If you don't have that situation, shut the fuck up.

Screw you, Teng Soon Quee.

2009-09-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

Actually, I have nothing to do online right now. But I'm still here, with lights on, fan on, to irritate the hell out of her. Why? Because I feel like it :)

Details on another blog, which no one will EVER know about it cause you can't google it out with nothing to start with and well, that's the purpose. That is, unless you chance upon it but I still doubt you'd know it's mine :D

Life's been boring, still. I hardly ever touch my phone. I used to go out with it, without fail. But I recently keep shoving it under my pillow and leaving it there. Don't know why.

2009-09-12T14:11:00.003+08:00

LAST NIGHT WAS FUN OK!

We(Mum, Sis &I) went bowling with Mummy's ex-colleuges(sp) which was kind of awkward at first but well, had fun:). Then to Ya Kun for kaya toast and ice cream toast and a drink, which sucked. As in, I wanted tea, they don't have it. my alternative was barley, they don't have it. &they also don't have eggs. All because it was near closing time -.-. It's not like 5 minutes to closing lor.

Anyway, we went to The Jewel Box after that, my first! &I wanna get married there :P

Because the toilets are like OMFGWTF. It's nothing like a toilet, other than the toilet bowls. There's a sofa, a pretty pretty brown curved one. And the sinks are like wowowowowow. &in each cubicle, there is a mirror behind and the WALLS ARE TILED! How cool is that, you tell me!

Okay whatever, who raves about the toilets.. BUT ME!

The food, was finger food. &fucking expensive. Not somewhere I will go with friends without bringing loads of cash and a backup credit card cause it's seriously wtf expensive!, to me. There was live music too! Tell you my favourite :P, THE CHICKEN WINGS! It's damn good, better than IKEA, better than Aston's. Those were my favourite, up til last night :D. Pity the wings were tiny.

Oh, the view. Like wowowowow, all the lights! Pretty, pretty, pretty! Like I said, I'm gonna get married there. HAHAHAHAHA.

So I'm gonna end here. Shall go watch finish my 90210 ep10, bathe &go out. Heh.

2009-09-09T16:06:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday, kanchiong spider!♥

That kanchiong spider, is no other than Amanda!

So we went to EHub, boring place, with boring food. Still, Seoul Garden! Because the cook-yourself system is fun, really. I had countless meatballs and 4 scoops of ice cream with overflowing caramel. &lots and loads of chicken, and fish. Also, some beef. You get the idea. Was bursting at the end. But i super love the ice cream! The first time, Andy stopped me(fat), this time, Amanda &Pearlyn went to drone on about how fat I am, so I stopped.

At this rate(of them calling me fat), I think I'm going to become bullimic or something. Anyway, after eating, we came home, to nua and nua and nua together.

I intended to go to school today, but there wasn't Maths cause Miss Nawal is on course..? So I went to the treasure hunt instead, but I was late -.-, by like what, a few minutes. Wii ley! But i don't want it that badly, so it's not that bad. Heh. I want the $10k. Nevermind, still got loads to win S:

My life's pretty boring.

2009-09-04T18:52:00.002+08:00

I'm such a slacker.

Mummy says I get a laptop for going to school. What a steal! But it's confirm fake. So ohwell. See how. Heh.

I went out with Amanda today. I need to go shopping.

I bought a Fred Perry jacket :D

2009-08-27T13:03:00.002+08:00

Heh. I've been busy doing nothing.

I had Seoul Garden for the first time on Tuesday, &I ate a lot. Plus 4 scoops of ice cream. I was strictly stopped at the third, and almost dragged away after the fourth.

Basically, I've been home all day everyday sometimes going for a short lunch before coming home and doing nothing all over again.

I got two posters of Kim Hyun Joong already! :B

Ok byebye.

Not yet! I had English O Level Oral exam yesterday. I did, badly. Not up t my expectations but I was so nervous I can't say anything and I think my face went red and urgh. I thought of what I wanted to say and everything all prepared but I can't say it out >.> &the right examiner keep sighing so it's like so irritating and stressing I think she sighed at least 5 times or something.

I'm waiting for a registered article, &it's been a week. Must never spree with that organiser ever again.

Ok bye.

2009-08-22T19:49:00.002+08:00

I lazy to find more pictures to put, but I like Kim Hyun Joong!

Teacher's Day coming. I want his poste big big tyvmily!

2009-08-19T18:19:00.002+08:00

Not handsome meh! Handsome lor! I don't care. So handsome don't know why you say not handsome.

I want to buy so many things! Like the kim hyun joong and the uniqlo jacket and the kim hyun joong and the topshop shoes and the kim hyun joong and the dr marten boots and the kim hyun joong and the another bag and the kim hyun joong and the kim hyun joong and the kim hyun joong. So stupid, lol. Okay serious. I want those and money luhszx. No money no talk. tsktsk.

Bob i want your number.

2009-08-19T13:10:00.002+08:00

I'm being very annoying right, hahaha! But I like (Kim Hyun Joong) ley. So too bad :P

Handsome what! No? My next boyfriend must at least 1/2 liddat :D. Yah right, I wish >.>

2009-08-19T11:50:00.001+08:00

I'm going to learn Korean. Since the characters are so cute. Heh. Are you drooling at ^?

2009-08-19T11:37:00.003+08:00

I like leyyyyyyyy. This is the first, or maybe second, probably third, might be forth, could be fifth, okay you get the point, time that I'm so obsessed over something lor. Stop it you idiot. Kim Hyun Joong ley! :B

How to don't like, you tell me!

Swimming yesterday was not productive. I didn't get tanner at all after 2 hours in the sun, zz. Or maybe I did. But Mummy said I didn't. Nevermind, whatever!

I realise I like Nokia Music. Because of my one year unlimited free downloads! So easy. And I downloaded the BOF album in just a few clicks! Really, and I don't have to retitle the songs or anything. If I'm not so fussy I'd love it. But I like iTunes's window more ):. But Nokia Music more convenient!

Anyway, I ~~like~~love the songs! Like hehehehohohohahaha! You understand. Nah, you don't.

O Level Chinese results was released earlier today, but I haven't got to getting mine S:. I asked two people and got 3 different grades. I should call teacher in awhile.

2009-08-18T14:15:00.002+08:00

I'm finished with BOF. Don't like the ending. Jan Di should end up with Ji Hoo. I've ranted countless times to various people already so I'm not going to rant again. It's also a biased opinion lah, cause I like Kim Hyun Joong. Heh.

Shit, I got cheated again. I keep gettng cheated recently.

Ok nevermind. Point is, I like Kim Hyun Joong and will obsess over him for awhile so don't remind me of him or the show or I will ramble on and on and you can't escape:).

I'm going swmming later but I dsma so I don't know if I should gsma now or leave it at that but it's so unglam right. And I haven't packed nor picked which to wear. I just sit here and keep thinking about BOF and KHJ. Hahahaha.

I went to the thing at Suntec on Sunday, and saw a guy, wearing a Pikachu suit! Cute or not you tell me! But never take picture :\. My photographer sucks. I also waved to a penguin.

I'm such a loser. Knock me down.

2009-08-13T16:58:00.001+08:00

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What to do with my life anymore.

2009-08-12T12:28:00.002+08:00

I haven't bought anything in so long I'm so deprived.

That's why I'm on F21 right now determined to buy something. Hehehe. I can't find my phone now ): But whatever, I'm going to buy something today. &after I buy something I will feel better and continue going for the papers, I will.

Andy cheat my feelings. His teacher cheat his feelings. I cheat back his feelings. Understand? No you don't! His teacher told him who told me that the O Level Chinese results will be released yesterday but it's actually 19 August!

I'm still in a lack of sleep feeling. I slept at like 4am last night because I was up all night playing Tetris. LOL. Oh, I have to ask Adloy if he wants to lend/give me his Tetris hand-held...

Anyhow, I went to Orchard on Monday. Supposedly to have Indonesian food. But we were both coughing and sick and H1N1 and whoo. &Indo food is like fried and spicy but we couldn't find a shorter way there cause the traffic light is no longer in function and we didn't know so we settled for MOS Burger at Takashimaya instead.

Damnit, the dress no more blue ):

Then we randomly shopped around where Andy bought things while I carry his shopping. It's willingly, made me feel like I bought something. At the end of the day I did! Shall post the picture in the next post. Heh.

&in the train! Omfgsxz. Too bad :\

I like The Climb, by Miley Cyrus. The Forever21 Twist collection rocks. I like many many! But the price much much! I want to go sleep already. I'm going to Parkway later :)

But first! Remaining 5015 random things about me:

I cannot resist the temptation to spend
I cannot walk away from a `SALE`
I sneeze like an old man
I laugh, sometimes, like a hyena
I miss 奶油
I got a sensitive stomach
I'm an idiot
I like super high heels
I can squeeze my uk7/8 feet into uk5 shoes when I want to
I think I've an obsession with shoes
I'm crazy over GG
I sleep in the toilet in the morning
I buy Seventeen magazine monthly
I like plaids
I love Pikachus

Mummy bribed me into going to school this morning with $20. But she took $20 from me yesterday -.- She lugged me out of bed this morning. And she carried me into the toilet. We had IKEA after my paper for breakfast.

Geography >.>, I think I will fail, but I don't care! Hahaha. I was late by 10 minutes but no extra time was given ): But nevermind, cause I did it like slowly at my own pace and still had time cause I had nothing much to write. During papers, if there is a question I'm not sure/don't know how to do, I will skip it. Especially if it's a not-worth-the-marks question x:

Lulu owe me icecream. I owe KaiJie dinner.

2009-08-11T18:54:00.001+08:00

I quit. I'm not going to study. Anyway, study or not, you don't understand it. Right now, I'm doing it for you, not myself. Since you don't care, scream like a banshee, whatever. I withdraw, I quit. I'm not going to go for it.

放弃.

2009-08-10T19:11:00.002+08:00

I need sleep desperately. I laughed like crazy today.

Here's 50 random things about me:

I like Pikachus
I love Pikachus
Andy said I'm thin 4 times as far as I remember
I love eating at MOS burger
I super love eating at Yan Palace
I love the cheecheongfun at Yan Palace
I saw Nat Ho yesterday
I spend 80% of my time online buying things
I wish I had endless money
I'm allergic to prawns, shrimps &the likes of it
I like Topshop
I like F21
I saw a cute guy today
I bought a Pikachu toy today
I'm sleepy now
I used to think that I can really touch images in 3D shows
I'm scratching my legs now
I went out today
I'm scared of bugs
I don't like vegetables
I have two hands
I liked DLKC
I like guys with goldenish hair
I paint my nails with weird colours
I love to buy shoes
I love to look at shoes
I can't wear a uk8 for some shoes
I like blazers
I got occasional swollen earlobes
I can't take care of myself
I walk slanted when texting
I like blue eyes
I can't resist chocolates
I can't think of anything else right now.
I need my sleep!

Ok, cannot make it.

Thursday was different, lol.

Friday was ok I forgot.

Saturday was Jurong, mahjong.

Sunday was TiongBahru! Which rocked. As in, the day. Went to Takashimaya, took a Prime 8-seater cab :B, bought GG books:D:D:D, ate crepe, bought chocolate egg, watched UP in 3D which was like so cool cause the glasses are like woow and whoo and whee. Then we went back to TB, and homed at like 9plus, after watching the National Day Parade and Singapore Idol. Then bathed and went to the airport to meet Duyaa & Gracia who went home shortly after and then Hilary came and the three of us overnighted there.

Where I first walked from T2 to T1 and back to T2, cause the SkyTrain was under maintenance because it's like 2.30am and we ate instant noodes and saw P-U-L[s] and then back to Mac to study I did not fall asleep and was kind of hyperish until go home then I ate and went to sleep and woke up late to meet that Bitch but he was later than me in the end hahahahahha.

No cannot, I'm going to sleep like anytime >.>

Shall continue tomorrow, after the SS paper which I haven't studied for but it's okay and the EMaths paper which I hope I willdo well and I might be meeting Inayah after so long but I have to cofirm with her and I heard that the O Level Chinese results will be released tomorrow but I not sure aiya if I get like B4, C5, ok B4, I will not retake I don't care.

I can't sleep yet cause Mummy is not home with my food. After eating I will bathe and sleep and then dreama bout that guy on the MRT today but he alighted at TanahMerah to go to the airport. Aw ):

Ok byebye.

2009-08-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

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SAMANTHA! does NOT spend a lot of money ok. says:
no ley
i think damn cute
HAHAH
- says:
of course
u heard it from me ma =)
SAMANTHA! does NOT spend a lot of money ok. says:
as in
IM DAMN CUTE
hahahhaha
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HAHAHA. I had Prelims Science practical today. &I'm like whoo!, leave it blank -.-, &also for the Physics part. Okay nevermind, what's done cannot be undone.

Tomorrow is English paper 1 & 2. I'm going to ace it! Like, top 5% in the level. Go Samantha! :D

2009-08-05T17:35:00.001+08:00

Also, I want to get a long coat, like knee-length, &a biker jacket! Blogshops don't email me if your price is >$20.

&shoes like heels with platform!

2009-08-05T17:29:00.004+08:00

I WILL buy this, if I were rich.

2009-08-05T16:24:00.002+08:00

Fucking hate people who go `Yes, yes, yes!`, and back out at the literally very last minute. Like the person behind me right now. _l_

Urgh. I'm in a continuous bad mood recently.

Can't find that Topshop shirt in the size I want.
Keep coughing until my throat tastes bloody.
The weather is fucking humid.
My hair sucks.
I don't have money.

My hair super sucks. Feel like going for extensions for the volume and length. The auntie cut until SO layered and short and fucked up and so ahlian chicken head. Can't stand it. And now my hair is like left SO little can't even tie up properly and it's like already frizzy at first and now it's so short it stands because of the frizz and length and urghxzs. Super regret cutting. Regret more than hswh.

Feel like going for a scream but if I scream I think my voice box will just explode and I can't talk anymore and Junfu will be the happiest but I can still type lah but still, yah. I'm really in a bad mood like 95% of the time now. Even when I'm sleeping. I keep waking up in the middle of the night cause it's itchy and I didn't even eat prawns and urgh. Can't stand it.

I should focus on the positive.

Positive.

I'm going to fail my `O`s -.-

Aiya zz, fucking bad mood.

2009-08-03T17:21:00.003+08:00

I attempted the hair-bow bun. But my hair is too short &little. :\

My haircut sucks, I liked it at first, but then it sucks now. The top of my head got one part got cut damn short and stands when I tie up my hair, like the ahlian chicken head. This is why I dislike cutting my hair. Prior to this, I haven't cut it since......about a year ago I think, give and take a few months.

Urgh. I'm NOT going to go for another haircut for months. I miss my tail at the back, I could reach behind and pull it in a futile attempt to correct my posture.

Right now, I'm waiting for the water to boil, for, time to pass i guess. I'm already dressed up and packed, ready to go out anytime. I'm meeting Hilary to study tonight. I can't study alone because there's no one to help me. I can go bang the wall if I were to study alone.

Yes, I didn't attend school again :\. I was up til 2am+ last night, playing Tetris.

Tomorrow's photo-taking. Should I go?

2009-08-03T12:30:00.001+08:00

So bored.

I must wake up for school tomorrow.

2009-08-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

Rocks:D

2009-07-31T18:44:00.002+08:00

I think that this looks like it's been drawn by a Copic Marker:

But Jonathan's a noob and doesn't know what it is!

&this is randomly made for Pearlyn to use as her desktop wallpaper:

That's what boredom did to me!

2009-07-31T18:08:00.003+08:00

I shall not be humble and show this off.

This can't compare to the above picture but I thought to post it too:D

2009-07-31T12:01:00.001+08:00

For XinJie:

At least Adam's on top on Kris, on Nokia Music:)

2009-07-30T11:43:00.002+08:00

This week, I aim to:

Overtake Andy in Restaurant City
Overtake Pearlyn in Pet Society
Get my facts right about Chemistry
Bring down this fever
Buy something

Especially #5!

2009-07-30T10:33:00.000+08:00

When I'm SO sure about something, it doesn't happen :\

I'm coughing like mad, my lung's gonna explode at this rate.

2009-07-29T16:18:00.002+08:00

I didn't sleep well last night, thanks to the stupid throat and ear and nose and fever and body and urgh! Finally went to the doctor's today, and my temperature subsided:). But it always goes up at night O:. I'm wearing a mask :D, I'm considerate!

Jurong was tiring. The journey was long, but I got Mummy to send us{myself, Adloy &Kiko} back. I can't stand for more than a minute without feeling giddy. &Adloy was so nice yesterday, he sponsored part of our food, and the person gave me a double by mistake. The ILT there sucks, super sweet ~.~

I'm really considering to withdraw, but everyone will come and spam me with `you've come so far, just a few more months`. Easy for them to say:\. Can't wait to leave Dunman, seriously. &Jingwei is damn cute, he called me and asked who am I -.-

Bitch's birthday is coming, I haven't thought of what to get him. Also, I received a super random text from Daniel to GWS, thanks man! &I've quite a few pictures but my ass won't get off the seat to go get the phone from my bedroom :\

2009-07-28T10:58:00.003+08:00

I was so sick): but now I'm better! At least the fever's gone, for now.

I'm going to Jurong later, aaaaaaaaand aiya. My family sucks. I mean, one of the sides. They're lucky I'm no witch, or I'd curse the hell out of them:\. I named no names. You can jolly well fuck off this time, cause you have NO EVIDENCE.

2009-07-27T20:16:00.001+08:00

I'm a spoilt kid? SO BE IT. Go fuck yourself.

2009-07-26T22:52:00.001+08:00

I don't even have a freedm of speech. Fuck that KPO person. It's no wonder............................. ohwell, retribution:)

2009-07-26T14:55:00.000+08:00

So hot :B

I like to spend money when I'm in a bad mood:\.

2009-07-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

fucking hate life. should just die man.

2009-07-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

Cool right, the heart! :B

Dinner was at IKEA, &we coincedentally saw Mindy &Sam too. My stomach's in quite a terrible state today ):

&I have tuition tomorrow!

2009-07-24T13:59:00.002+08:00

I found a bunch of totally irrelevant pictures in my phone!
Such as:

My PaulFrank PJs

&

this!

You know the number of medicine I had to take a week ago?

I swear the circle ones melt into my mouth like cotton candy and tastes so.....bitter? Sucks super. Have to spam sweets after that.

&this is the comparison between my Chochi, &Kiko's Chochi.
Light vs Heavy,
Dirty vs Clean. S:

&who can forget, this bitch that grew up with me!

I'm going to post our S1 photos, &a recent one. He become ^ from a ball of fats! :P

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I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY.

It was relatively boring. The only lesson I really paid attention to was Physics.

Before school, I woke up damn early okay! At like 8am. Okay lah, I was late, school starts at 7.30, but still :). Had breakfast with Mummy at the market before going to school, &I was earlier by an hour. My usual time is about 10am? Sucks being me, either late for school, or don't turn up at all :\. I'm really making an effort!

Anyway, I went late also because I had 6 free periods in the morning, followed by recess, and 3 periods. SS sucks. Mrs Toh lost my SBQ assignment! I was the first to hand in that piece last Friday, at the end of the day. I will not redo it.

I'm so hungry.

2009-07-23T20:04:00.001+08:00

Andy is right. Quarrels with my mum never last more than a day. Ha!

2009-07-23T19:44:00.003+08:00

Don't understand. My mum keeps forcing me to go for today's yoga lesson. But I just had a super Sakae buffet and am so full that I can puke. &it's like obvious thatyou can't do yoga on a bloated stomach, even the teacher said so. I didn't even have Sakae on purpose, damnit. I was already on my 15th plate when she called to remind me about today's lesson. I'm so annoyed.

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Anyway, I went to meet Andy for lunch today! Yes, it was Sakae. &we were so full that our belts bursted. &we're going shopping on Saturday!

I have tuition now. I'm going to take my studies seriously. Not in the sense that I'll go to school faithfully everyday. But I'll study!

2009-07-23T17:56:00.001+08:00

I saw a corpse. Someone just committed suicide(I guess) at my block. It went through the roof. Omg.

2009-07-21T20:03:00.002+08:00

Motherfucker makes me LMAO! He wants to send me into the girl's home. Not because I stole, beat up people, am involved in some gang, or had underage sex, but because I did not go to school! SERIOUS! That made my day.

If everyone who skips school ended up in homes, I bet the number of homes will rise steadily and conquer Singapore. HAHAHHA. Hilarious man!

2009-07-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

MOTHERFUCKER JUST SLAMMED MY COMPUTER MOUSE GOD KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES AND EVEN MAKE THE BATTERY COME OUT I HOPE MOTHERFUCKER NEVER EVER SUCCEEDS IN LIFE. AS IN, NEVER GET AN IMPROVEMENT IN HIS FAILED LIFE ANYMORE. CAN'T EVEN GET A FUCKING JOB AND COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERYTHING. I WISH MOTHERFUCKER CAN GET LOST AND I DON'T NEED TO SEE HIM EVER AGAIN CAUSE HE IS FUCKING MOTHERFUCKER. DON'T EVEN HAVE THE PATIENCE TO SIMPLY CHANGE THE BATTERIES OF THE COMPUTER MOUSE.

ALSO, MOTHERFUCKER CAME HOME AND SLAM THE DOORS AND GATE AND EVERYTHING ELSE. I THINK HE'S BENT ON DESTROYING EVERYTHING ALONG WITH HIS DESTROYED LIFE.

I'M JUST FUCKING PISSED THAT MOTHERFUCKER DESTROYED MY MOUSE. IF IT DOES NOT WORK I WILL NOT EVER TALK TO HIM EVER, ALTHOUGH THAT'S WHAT I'M ALREADY DOING BUT YAH. I FUCKING HATE MOTHERFUCKER. HE JUST SLAM EVERYTHING AND HAS NO PATIENCE AT ALL. THE BATTERY FLEW OUT OK. FLEW OUT AND ROLLED TO GOD KNOWS WHERE OKAY. DAMNIT.

2009-07-20T15:38:00.002+08:00

I do admire *, for * courage to talk about everything personal although it's there for everyone to see. Yet, the other person is just enjoying life. Supposedly best friend? Nah, doesn't look like it. Best friends don't treat each other this way. Cheer up :)

Friday evening was hahahahahahhahehehehehheheheohohohohhho! Okay lah, i was late by AWHILE only. I reached at 1910h okay, not as late as you think. Yes, I went out with Andy! The train kept stopping due I-don't-know-what problems and we even had to alight at TanahMerah to change a train! O:

Anyway, we almost ran to the shop to buy a present for Gerald. I see that I can't reveal what it is cause it's supposedly a surprise. Anyway, we bought 2 boxes of matchsticks along with it :D. Then it was shopping! Where Andy didn't let me try the top at F21 &I can't find it online either ~!#$%^*(). Slowly, all the shops closed -.-, but I got 2 slices of cake from Bakerzin!

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My earlobe is itchy cause it's swollen again ):

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The weekend, we went to predictable places, and had Aston Prime for lunch on Sunday.

希望.

2009-07-17T04:01:00.002+08:00

&so I lie here, in my comfy bed, in the dark. Waiting as seconds tick by, waiting for the crack of dawn. Peering out of the window every now and then, hoping that the sun has risen, because for some reason, I can't get to sleep tonight, and I don't know why. Stupid as it sounds, -the sun won't rise for about another 2 hours- I can't help but wait.

School in 3h time. I should start making an effort I guess. But with all the deceit, how can I?

A few things to look forward to this weekend, will update tomorrow morning, or rather, later, if I can. Otherwise, when I'm home from school :)

2009-07-16T14:19:00.002+08:00

Another item arriving :). After the last 4 items arrive I'm going to lock the ibd up, I hope. &I should stop saying that I must go to school. Because the more I say it, the more I won't go ~.~

好快喔！

I also found out a few things I didn't know up til recently. Like, shocking O:

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14th Birthday,
I still remember it as if it was yesterday..

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Got to look for the pictures, study, and shop :B.

HarryPotter later. Can't wait :D

2009-07-15T19:31:00.003+08:00

So happy :B, Arrival of items from not one, not two, but THREE sprees today! And received registered article yesterday. Whee!

I must go to school. Urgh!

2009-07-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

I can't help but spend money, I realised. In life, in games, wherever I'd take advantage of every chance to spend money. Got to change that habit !#$%^*()_

2009-07-14T19:15:00.003+08:00

I must go to school :\

Had JustAcia with Kiko &people I don't know for lunch just now. I'm penniless!

Gnirob! Anyway, if anyone so happens to be in a good mood, I NEED AN ORGANISER. Like a FiloFax or something. Maybe one of those absurdly expensive but cute Korean diaries will do too. As long as they are predated. Something plain is fine with me also, as long as I can doodle on the cover :)

2009-07-13T19:33:00.001+08:00

I have to keep refreshing the page, and add my order back into the cart every 2 hours because those are the last two pieces, and I must have it!

2009-07-13T19:30:00.001+08:00

My sister just named her shoes `Left`, and `Right`. -__-